The Ex

So there is nothing more annoying to me right now than my Ex having a pity party for himself once again at my expense. I get it, I broke his heart. He has every right to feel like shit and express himself. But I don't like when he is saying to me that others are telling him that I felt I was better than him. Or that I was leeching off of him. I don't like him texting me and saying that he found out I was cheating on him from one of my closest friends when I never did. I'm not the one who slept next to his best friends younger sister claiming to "protect her" on multiple occasions. I'm not that shitty of a person and I dont need him texting me with what people think. Im done caring about what others thinks.

Let me say this to be clear. I was not in love with him and I was not happy. I was with him for three years and for the past year I have been trying to fall back in love with him. I tried everything. I read books, Internet articles. I talked with my friends. I used the excuse that I was stressed out from school and I should just wait until I was done before making decisions. I told myself it would get better as long as I waited. But things didn't get better. I tried telling him the things that crawled under my skin to get him to stop. He would for a little bit and then start right back up. I started going crazy in my head and finally I couldn't take it anymore. I had to end it.
I'm sorry I broke your heart. I never wanted you to feel pain, but I couldn't take the pain I was feeling any longer.